Wildly Lost

Dear Phoenix on the Web,

I am wildly lost today. These are the words that come with the sobbing on my drive home from work. Wildly lost. Living is biding time until....I don't know when. There is nothing I can imagine from this place that will soothe this pain, this desperate and frantic sense of being wildly lost in a way no one can understand and/or more importantly...no one can fix.

I begged you last night for another dream where you come to me, where I can experience you again. Where are you? How will I ever make it through?

I am wildly lost without you in my life and living.

Love,
Melissa