Dear Phoenix on The WEb,
Oh my. Here we are two days before the ninth anniversary of your murder... and I am processing all that I have encountered the last two days. Let me begin with this photo. This is Storm. Storm is on your deck. See the slats on the gate behind her? Remember J. did that? See how the sunshine lights up Storm's eyes? I see you there, Phoenix, in the light of those loving brown eyes. Ok, let me back up even more...
This photo was taken in April of 2016. Storm and her schnauzer siblings lived there for at least three years(from what I can surmise) with their person Blake. I came upon this information after this Friday when I drove by the house after nine years. I was stunned by how abandoned it looked, so I researched if it had been sold again or what. Come to find the FB page of Storm's person with the posting of this photo on your deck, morning sunlight lighting those eyes and the slats behind. There's such a familiarity in that face. Of course, your phoenix spirit is still abides there.
And, the levels of Wu do not end there because when I googled a photo of Blake, I realized that I know him! We used to teach together in the same school years ago! He's now a therapist who incorporates healing for people in Nature. I remember him being a gentle spirit as a teacher and I find it so important that Blake and Storm lived in that house where so much healing needed to happen. Thank you, Goddess. Thank you. Oh, my, thank you, Storm. Thank you, Phoenix/xShama.
I am stunned by this beauty of our WEb. For three years after we sold the house in 2010, it sat. The next three years, Storm was there. I know not what the last three years have been, but from the looks of what I briefly saw on Friday, no one seems to be there now. Rest. Heal. Rest. That seems right.
I love you, Phoenix/xShama. We are an awesome force. Thank you to our WEb for bringing me to this incredible piece of the weave.
Love always,
ME XX
